arrggghh.
veri tired today. today is a busy day. especially the hi-tea time, so many pple came in... and dere wasn't many people workin lorr. onli 4 of us running ard like crazy. wslk one step onli tis customer call, continue walking another step, another cust called... almost beng kui while working jus now. its so Crazy. lucky i struggled through to dinner time. Quickly grab a seat and makan first. cant be bothered wif the operation lerr. after eating me and V was like running of out the restaurant. HAha. cos we scared got cust will call us den we cannot go out ley. i went up up to pay my bill den went value shop dere cos V wanna exhange her goods. and she got me Gummies! yeah. its beri beri chewy de. cannot stop once i ate the first one! walked ard the mall jus for walking den return back to work. the Queue tonight was LONG nia. veri. it reaches the next shop end. tonight also lotsa big grps. for those who knw mayim shud knw we dun haf many big table larr. so got many nagging from cust todae also. lucky the long queue onli last for ard an hour... after i cleared the queue den NO more queue le lorr. like normal sundays larr. After work first time sit wif dem at kopi roti. Den got pple treat ice milk tea. heehee.
i saw him alot of times today. think he's back in wm alreadi. wm is not a big place.. chances of bumping into him is much more higher. and once again, from the moment i saw him today, he creep into my mind. more often den usual. FIRST. he walked past wif his manager when i was right at the entrance. i smile n wave to his manager who walked at the front, den, i saw him. i was abit caught unprepared. i was rather stunned. i think he tried to be friendly, we did look into each other's eyes. but i chose to change my smile into a stare and looked away. almost like strangers. (perhaps strangers are better off cos i still smile to strangers at times.) and i did the same thing when we see each other at kopi roti again. actualli i realli dunno how to react in front of him. Yesh, i want him to feel the hatred in me towards him, but it is realli tis way? or perhaps i wanna show him how happy the way i'm living on without him, but m i?? i dunno.. the images of us locking vision, flicked back to my mind again again n again. how much i hope i hadn't met him today. it wasn't the right time. its not me who's facing him for
iim still searching for myself..
