i've got so much to say, so much to write in...

had been juggling my time between school and work and a little bit of leisure. hadn't been doing so for quite a long time. could still remember the times when i juggle O's and swensens. oh well. this week, i tire myself out by working more than my usual weekly hours. Next week is gonna be more more more. i think i will stop working after next week and take my study break.

fee days back. i was at work with the colleague of mine. it was a busy night and i kept myself on the ball, as much as i could, tending to every customers' needs. Perhaps i was a little more efficient and hardworking than him like what he described me. When he finally got a chance to talk to me, he asked, "What are you trying so hard to achieve here?" i didn't get to answer him as customers were calling and stuff. but this question had been stucked with me ever since then. i do knw the my answer and i want him to know too! i dun want myself to be giving the impression that i am working for status achievements. neither am i trying to outshine him or whatever shit. i;m just trying to deliver a service that i feel that the customers should recieved from me. Ain't serving the customers, making the customers feel happy a kind of achievement for a front liner - service crew ? Wouldn't you yourself, when you stepped into a restaurant expect to recieve good service and a wonderful experience at the restaurant too ?

for me, i've always like to be in the service industry, the f&b line. the kind of achievement is when the customer is happy with your service, walk out of the restaurant as a happy customer! dont you get this simple reasoning?! just like ytd, a customer actually tells me that i look tired and worn out, he even asked me to take care of myself. and there was another day, after the function, the organiser came up personally to me and thank the service given with this firm handshake. this i what i mean. the achievements.

get it. claim yourself to be a xxx. =/

NP Open House is right at the corner. Had a few lessons cancelled due to OH, which also mean i've a few makeups to do! haiis. and two more presentations to go before the final big exam. There's training for ATF and the actual ATF shifts to do. i need to start my revision sooon!

人擅于伪装。
伪装是为了保护 不让对方看清底牌
还是为了夺得你所重来没有享有的快乐?

人 有时真的好可怕
尤其是那些文静乖巧的女孩
跟令人质疑。
谁知她那内心深处有多么的狂野
伪装程度到达了不可让人相信的境界。

你身边有这样的朋友吗?
你不知道。
因为他 在伪装
连你也会搞不清楚
那一面还是真的他。


thanks. for making that long journey down to make sure i reached home safe n sound.
i'll be alright! dun ever do this again... =)

to be updated :)