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Thursday, June 21, 2007
i love doing projects.i love doing reports. YES I REALLY DO!! as if. call me crazy. stressed-out. or whatever. met up for PT again this afternoon. somehow, rather relieved to see things getting 7788 done. but still there're parts left untouched yet. and its getting me worrry. =/ perhaps its bcos we went to consult mr tham and after getting down of the pointers and advise, i just felt that we need to do better. a simple one wont set me contented. perhaps the perfectionist in me is acting up again. so yeps. sorry my integrated projmates! i have to delay the time to work on my part. this 2nd term is gonna be another super fast one again. soon after we got the 5 projs one hand settled, there will still be a PT proj2 plus whatever assignments you'll get from IS den den.. you will be busy mugging for the final papers already man! and right after final papers, is attachment for 6 months time! waolah eh. damn fast can? i really dont wanna imagine. i'm disappointed. :( anyway. the guangzhou holiday inn has turned our application down and chose an male intern from holland instead. boooohoooo. means my oiap status dropped to nothing again. mrs sue tan is out of office till monday. wanders if she still got plans for us.. haiis. why must thing be this way? when i had already made up my mind to go ahead with oiap, things just happen. oh well, time to continue with the reports. everybody jiayouuu. :) how i wish i could give you an answer like how much i wanted to know for myself too. but i couldn't bring myself to. i needed time to search my heart back, to feel. but i'm glad you made me realise how much i had been keeping to myself all this while. it always feels better after a cry. we both needed time.. i'm not very sure if this 2 weeks would clear up my uncertainty, but i hope it does. anyway, thanks lex thanks ame thanks yc i'm good again :) |
