many times like this, i will open up this blogger - create post page. with the intention to key in an entry when i am feeling so darn lousy. wanting to write in my inner thoughts, feelings, emotions, frustration, anger, guilt, queries...

my super duper mixed emotions.

and every other time, i would be browsing through a few other websites on the tabs. have many other msn chat conversation open up; chatting. on the pretence that i am still myself, nothing has happened, no wet faces and teary eyes. everything's fine, you dont want pple to know you are crying.. so dont.

while doing so, to distract myself. there's this part in me, having the urge to BLOG, to release my emotions. but i couldn't get myself to start writing. after thinking if i should be doing so, if its right to do so...

and the urge would be gone.

so i would close this tab on ie, and come back again to blog about the happy stories in my life.

Labels: random thoughts

to be updated :)