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Saturday, June 23, 2007
Migraine attacks me again.=( this is something i fear! and i hate! to a super duper great extent. and here the story goes... from the previous entry if you have read, i went to work. apparently, i was even more worn out and drained after the project discussion. something to be happy about it that progess of proj was good. so pw and i went down together. she needa buy LG Prawns for her mum's party. so yar, pw wasn't planned to work. work started out fine at 6pm. anuar and i were discussing and bargain who do what and what cos we the runner and barista respectively. However, there was a drastic change within an hour. Supr called up and said he's on mc and couldn't find any replacement. and we were down with a staff. told boss about it, and he say we can cope. but changes made in the deployment... anuar did barista and i run svc2 instead. and by 7:30pm one of the colleague who is supposed to start work at 7pm didn't appear. and she didn't know she has to work last night! so we were down with 2 staffs. there's one of the worse thing that could happen on the busiest day of the week. pw was asked to work in her skirt. hahaha. so she did back-end operations. terribly busy. evelyn and i run svc2 as efficiently as we could. normally, it will take at least 3staffs to run svc2 on weekends you see. so its like both of us were running arnd like 3 people. when we need to sit in pple inside the function room cos the place is like almost full alr, amelia was sent up to help out. like total craziness. super tired phsycially+ super drained mentally. but. still need to smile + stay alert i'm like a empty well with no more water. but in order to provide water for pple to live on. i had to be digged in deeper for more.. evelyn left at 11pm. and i was left to run svc2 alone - by myself. darling jo dropped by to collect her pay like finally. upon seeing me running by myself, she helped me here and there for awhile. den she was asked to signed in and help at back end with pw cos she's without uniform too. and i'm all alone agaiin lar... its so energy consuming. and i guess i have over strained + drained myself. as i started doing the closing for svc2, i realised i'm seeing through a blurred vision. and it was like a clear indication to me that. hey, migraine is coming up next. my blurred vision worsen, and i could feel my head with blinding pain. was so afraid that i would break some glasses on the tray or i would just black-out and faint. =/ the pain is just bloody painful. it felt as if my brains are being squished up. the veins in the head suffers from very bad cramps. i so wanted to cry cos i cannot take it lar.. appreciate boss for sending me hm first and also the rest in the car. came home and took to quickest bath ever and immediately went to bed. i know i need to rest and sleeep to be better. but i couldn't sleeep. the pain was too MUCH! and so.. i think i tear myself to sleeeep. so moodless and even more offensive due to the pain. just stay away from me. it sucks to have migraine. even though its like the second attack so far. i'm sure i wouldn't like it to attack again. hopefuulllyyyyy. [12:21 dad just left house for his 15days overseas trip. wowwheeee!] |
